angry

i really don't know how can this type of people still alive in this world. i can't said that u are stupid or idiot. but please please please don't make me angry again. although i am the leader in the group, where i did not wish to be, but u don't think that leader is like God who know everything. leader is not your dictionary not your computer. try to find out the answer first before u ask me. u can ask me if u had already put the effort to search the data. but please dun ask me the question if u r lazy to find the answer. i am same with u also. ordinary people. you better don't think that i can give you the correct answer in every question that u ask. i have to search also. u are not small anymore, u are bigger and older than me some more. why you still need spoon feed by others. i am not your nanny, that is not my responsibilities to treat you like a baby. please please please, don't ask me any assignment question through sms, it is easy to ask through sms, but it is difficult to explain the answer to you by juz typing few word through sms. please please please dun ask me the ridiculous questions... dun ask me where should you find the information or data...dun ask me whether should use google or yahoo. what should i answer u for this kind of question...please please please always remind yourselve to concentrate on people's conversation, dun ask again when people already told. dun always forgot to go meeting and tell people that u dun noe there is a meeting. please please please put some effort while doing the assignment... i know u can done it well, but because of your laziness...i m the one who help you to redo the question again. this would be the last assignment...i will not group with you anymore...please please please appreaciate it... done it well this time...dun always giv me last minute work...dun pass up to me on 5 am...i need SLEEP!!! thats all to tell....haiz...

但願

有時候，每一句話説出口就應該想過。。。
三思過，而不是把腦子裏的想法統統就講出來。。。
今天的我受傷了。。。因你那麽一句話。。。
再加上平時累積多時的每一句話。。。
然而，很慶幸的，我在心裏找了一個洞，把它深深地埋起來。。。
雖然，我不反駁你，但不表示你的每一句話都是正確。。。我開始沉默。。。。
默默地沉受你那尖尖銳銳的話語。。。我覺得自己很厲害。。。
換著以前的我，我會馬上擺出一副不開心的樣子，偶爾還會反駁下。。。
然而現在，唯有在這裡發洩下。。。
我不想，
我不想在別人面前發洩，應著不想讓別人知道。。。
我不想在你面前指著，應著我不想你難過。。。
我只想把這一切都在這裡發洩。。。
我不想牽涉在每一個爭論中。。。應著我不想任何一個人吵架。。。
我不想提出意見，應著不想被你那一句句話刺傷。。。
我現在更不想説話，應著我不想有任何話語刺傷你我之間的友情。。。
我只能沉默，應著沉默是金。。。
希望在某年某月的某一日，你會把這一切坏習慣改過來。。。
但願這一天的到來。。。

2nd trimester

at cyber now...
tomorrow i gonna to start my new trimester...
is a bit nervous ...the subjects that i take for this sem is tough....
hate the managerial communication subject...
it makes me more headache now... after i saw the course outline just now...
i have to...i must ...improve my english...communication skill...which i found that i am still weak...
work hard...it is a tough trimester that i have to overcome it....
try my best ....gambateh...

finally

2day is my last lecture for beta year first sem...
and final is coming ....T.T
work hard...work hard ...

雨？泪？

今天的天气和往常不一样。。。
一早就开始天昏地暗。。。。
不久就开始下雨。。。。
细细的雨。。。
难道上天也怀着不舍，伤痛的心情。。。
也随着落泪吗？？？

无奈、无言、无语

突然觉得这社会的恐怖。。。
这社会的黑暗。。。
希望总有一天，总有一天。。。真相会大白。。。
而这一天必会来临。。。
事情发生了，人总是要面对。。。
无论这段日子有多辛苦。。。
都要坚强的走下去，遇到软弱。。。
不要忘记还有支持你们的大家。。。
人虽然不在，但我们不会因此而划上句点。。。
大家要坚强。。。等着真理，公道来临的一天。。。

开学咯

酱又混过了半年。。。时间过得可真快。。。
我也就那样换了新的学校啦啦啦。。。
现在读的学校还不错下。。。校园也蛮大的。。。
朋友也好好人。。。一切都还不错。。。
只是在这里要讲英文啦啦啦。。。有点不习惯。。。
开始有点不习惯。。。现在也ｏｋ了。。。
明天就要正式上课了。。。大家加油吧。。。